Shabi confessed to me her determination to make her secret wish come true, one she had ever kept since childhood - "I want to be a girl." Shabi is beautiful, almost perfectly between the genders of man and woman, but I felt the loneliness of no longer being a boy, and the joy of the birth of a new "girl"... Torn between these conflicting feelings, I offered to take one last photo with my feelings for her still in my heart. She frolicked at the ocean view, spoiled innocently, and stuffed her cheeks with delicious food... For the first time on our trip together, we saw Shabi in her most natural, everyday clothes. Just before realizing her dream of being "reborn as a woman," we went on an overnight trip to a hot spring, filled with desire and pseudo-romance with Shabi, who was torn between expectation and anxiety.